brickbyboringbloodybrick:

our nights in cuddled up on my bed with him watching x-factor and me sleeping next to him, watching dvds that hes already seen so he knows when to make me jump, eating whole tubs of ice cream, walking down the stairs backwards, leaving long winding drafts on eachothers phones, fighting over my teddy, and just generally being happy.
so whats happening so far is, he texted me last night and told me that he wants a “break”, then he went against this and told me hed do what i wanted, so i said
“I wan’t you to decide, I wan’t you to be happy and I don’t want you to be stuck with what I choose”
He said “I want you to decide.”
I then said “I want you.”
So then we talked and decided we’re going to try start again, we need to talk stuff through and shit but he seemed happy at school today and he actually held my hand for once and kept hugging me and didn’t push me away, he was acting like he actually WANTS to see me, which was nice. He’s coming over tomorrow because I can’t go to his cos I’m grounded (totally trashed my room when I was upset), and we’re going to sort it out (hopefully) and take it from there.
I feel happy :)

 I thought when people get grounded they aren’t allowed out or to have people over